Remembering Their Beautiful Song

August 14, 2024

Another day of lying in bed crying.

This makes the third day in a row.

I don’t feel like doing anything but lying around in my pajamas all day.

I drift in and out of sleep and when I wake up, my pillow is wet.

So many tears. They just don’t stop flowing.

I miss my son.

I get up and go to the kitchen. I need to get something to eat. I know I need to eat. I open the refrigerator door, but nothing looks appetizing, so I just grab a bottle of cranberry juice.

I sit down at the Kitchen table and start looking at some of the condolence cards we received and come across one of my favorites titled:

Remembering Their Beautiful Song

I received so many lovely cards in the past two weeks and am grateful for them all, but this one from my FCOG Master Life Sisters touched my heart in a very special way.

These beautiful ladies have been an amazing prayer and support system for well over a decade, and I appreciate them now more than ever.

John, I will forever carry your beautiful song in my heart.