December 5, 2024
Jesus is the reason for the Season.
I have always believed that to be true when it comes to Christmas and still do, so of course, this Christmas, I will celebrate Jesus. But I’m not planning on celebrating the commercial side of Christmas this year.
I’ve tried to get in the Christmas spirit, but the Christmas spirit is not in me.
I’m not putting up a tree.
I’m not shopping.
Christmas just doesn’t feel like Christmas.
Why would it?
My son was murdered.
I won’t get that “Merry Christmas Momma” text. Followed up by his call to see when dinner will be ready. Or be able to watch him pile his plate with food to take home.
He won’t be stopping by.
Christmas just doesn’t feel like Christmas, and I just don’t feel like celebrating.
My heart is heavy.
I’m down, defeated and depressed.
All I want to do is cry.
I really wish my mother could come down from heaven and give me a hug right now.
I need her to tell me everything will be alright.
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